Today was a day of feeling stupid. Realise there are many things I do not know/forgot. And somehow, when it is not my turn to answer, I tend to know the answer. I feel so gutted (See, I am immersing in British culture and language).
For the past few days I seem to be getting quite a few hypos too. This makes me a bit unsteady in general (but still functional) and makes my hands quiver. As a result I can never aim at things (veins, for instance) properly and always end up completely missing, particularly when everyone has loose, wobbly skin. This is not good for patients, who therefore have to be subjected to my stabbing them twice or more each, and is really demoralising for me too. My excuse is my recently shaky hands and poor upclose aiming, but who knows? :(
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