It has been several months and my printer is still not installed so have not been able to express a thousand words for a while. Anyway there hasn't been any time, or rather, mood to draw happy doodles of myself...

Everyone is now back in their respective countries (with regards to both friends and family) and life is starting to chug on like normal. Have not spoken very much to people until the last few days. The worst exam that I have ever experienced has just finished and there is this sudden sense of senselessness like the aftermath of an earthquake where a part of you is relieved that it is over but the other half does not know the extent of damage to expect. Again I am up at the crack of dawn (6plus) and so am twiddling my thumbs coz there is nothing particularly constructive that up to doing as yet. And believe it or not.. I am waiting to sit for another paper soon (although it is not counted). Oh well everyone (who had finished yesterday) had taken the day off to do their nails/go clubbing anyway so I guess really, no one is too bothered. No. No one is bothered at all about what the fake paper today entails. Until the day before I had been under the impression that we were going to be sitting for a completely different paper too -_- Trust me to be the blur one who is always out of the loop.

This is the first time I actually want the results to be out quickly instead of running away and wishing for it to drag out like how I normally do. The feeling of not knowing how you did is so... disruptive. I really think that GP block has left a scar. All ang mohs are so fake and I do not trust my feeling that I have done ok when I have just finished a station anymore. Oh need to get ready for my fake paper now.. Wish everything will really be over soon ><