I suspect I feel insecure and inferior and lack confodence, contrary to what i present. I easily feel unwanted or taken for granted by people coz I'm too nice. No I;m not bragging but I reall enjoy being nice. Does that mean I like sucking up? Eww. I also often want to be indespensable and hate to feel unimportant in any corwd, group or organisation. I hate being dictated by people or having to listen to people and when people dun losten to me sometimes coz I'm so nice I'm eay to push around. Yea fine. Everyone doesn;t like that and everyone experiences their fair share of that. But one day I was thinking why sometimes I seem to get depressed for no particularly visible reason. Then I thought, hmmm, I realise I PARTIVULARLY can't stand this kinda feeling. Yea I'm a very proud person I guess... Can;t stand having to feel inferior or unwanted or unimportant and the like, sai. Ok sleepy already. Good night